Wednesday, November 18, 2009 5:55 PM

♥ytd went for a short getaway with players.its a good off day thou;reach msia at 12 plus ended the trip at 3am plus;and im amazed by myself tt i have not slept a single wink till now after i had finish 3 mini performance.

beenponderingwhatdoireallywantfromyouandfrommyself;treasure
theconnectionswehaveforeachotherbutitseemslikewehavesome
kindofcommunicationproblemshere.everythingjustfeltsokindof
differentnow;idonotnoehowtoexpressmyloveidonotnoehowto
expressmyselfbyusingmymouthtosayasandwhenlikeyou
alwaysdo;imworriedveyrworriedimworriedyoumightabandone
mielikethewayhedidtome;idunwantoexpriencethatkindof
feelingagain;ireallydunnoehowtomakeyoufeelsecureor
confidencewherebyifeltthatprobablyyouareactuallytheonewho
makemiefeelthiswayireallydunwantoloseawaythisfeelingasits
beensolongthatireallymetsomeonethatgivesmiethistype
offeeling;ormaybethingsshldntbehappeningorevenstartedinthe
firstplacebetweenus;mistakeseriousmistake;maybeweshldend;
justmaybe;