♥ LUTHIEN,
Monday, December 29, 2008 3:23 PM


finally learnt the heart-breaking truth;
thou i knew it all along its just that i wanna hear it just from you
i dont tink i can accept any other man nor do they want to accept me
i believed there wont be another man who is willingly yo accept me like you do;
OR
u are just pretending all along?;
if so
you really had me all along then
as im such a fucking bitch
as im such a fucking sinner
who did the most sinful thing in the world
you made me feel more ashamed of myself then;
throw me into hell
and burn mie fucking alive;


Thursday, December 25, 2008 9:29 PM


if there is god ;

pls let my prayers be heard.

merry christmas .


Wednesday, December 24, 2008 12:45 AM



how can i gain back the smile of mine?




jessie and mie like this pic so much. it made us look so much like les. =DD


went to sing K with my sec sch friends ! so much fun and loves;;



singing love song. haha
my turn. hehs wahahhaa
forever one la..never look into the cam -_-
he's also forever so dark . haha
alan woon! still own mie shark fin okays !
mun wai ~ great improvement on ur singing lea.im impressed.wahahha can go join super star liao ! i sure support u ! =DD

just cleared my stuffs in my room;;
realised some things written down isnt what it has to be;;
can we still realised it
or just going to let it fade away?
always thought that i wont be spending festivals alone.
maybe this tym round it's different.

i dont know;;

lonely sad christmas

as i felt the snowflake in my heart falling down

slowly melting

as the moon dont cry for me any more.



Wednesday, December 17, 2008 6:57 PM




sun



brought my doggie kky to desmond's shop for grooming ~







woo ~










bobbie bob bob was there too ! always having the "innocent" look . hahas


lookie~my kky having his bath!



fenni


















this doggie blind lerhs. veh sad.












this fcukkking dog worth $12000. can u believed ?! budden she damn guai can. we say "hand hand" and she noe how to give us her paw ! fawwwhh~
hmm. i missed my dodo. wonder how is she doing ))= tink i'll buy a whole year supply and give it to her. who noes when i'll get to see her again. *tsk.

XOXO
off im to play my vball ! =DD


Friday, December 12, 2008 2:42 PM


想念
6th dec

this is the biirthday card i made fer jessie ~ =DD



went to vivo with my li yadi.haha. he just loves to snap shot mie =))



7th dec


crazy night out. to give MR.yadi a farewell. gee. after rehearsal went to TOP ONE in bugis. play, drink and sing until 6 am in the morning.

already drink , drank , drunk =P

perfect memories.

me and mr.yadi

oh no ~! mr.yadi hugged mie kana caught . lols




9th dec

after rehearsal mr yadi invited us to east coast rd to have CRABS ! wahahaha. yummy yummy ~!


happily eating his crabs ~ =DD


10th dec

it was the first day of performance. the next day he's leaving. after the performance, he came and hugged all. though i kept holding back my tear but once he hug me... i cant stopped crying. dr yu said he wanted to treat all the people in the production to eat. so off we went to eat. dr yu ordered lots of bottles of beer. i couldnt take it as past few days i have been drinking like mad and i hate beers >.<>
he leaving for his flight. =(


11th dec

back in the hotel the three of us wouldnt sleep at all. we rested for a while until 10 plus and off they go for dr yu class. i decided to sit in and dr yu felt happy -_-. afterwhich we headed to vivo to shop. hahas on the way back to school to prepared for the second show, the three of us fell asleep on the bus. During 2nd day performance,we felt a sense of missing cux he's not there with us any more. he told li te to do the ritual though he is not there. the 9 of us held our hands together. during the 1 min silence my tears pour out like fuckk. jessie and nana too~ =((((


突然的离开
很不适应
那一晚
虽然有着两个宝贝陪着我
他们的说的话不是围绕着老师
可是眼泪一直莫名的掉下来
我哭得两眼无法睁大
眼泪一直往下掉
好久好久都没这样哭过了
自从那天在你家
你决定离开了我
我就在也没哭
我知道了
我不喜欢也不希望我身边的人
一个一个
离开我
宝贝们也说过
那晚我们一起经历过的感觉也即将来临
那种恐惧那种莫名的
。。。
我会想念老师因为他
真的教会我很多东西
希望很快有重逢的一天




QUEEN S

With love♥





im selfish;
im mean;
im jealousy;
im boring;
im SERENE;
EMAIL : msniuniurene@hotmail.com
B.

I never held you but i feel you You never spoke but i hear you I never knew you but i love you;


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